so people are mad at me because i want to spend my time with my boyfriend..... yah i am with him almost everyday, but i cant tell you what its like to really actually feel this way about someone. you know i know i dont spend time with my friends as much as i used to but honestly id rather be at home with him then anywhere else. its not that i dont want my friends to be a part of my life anymore, i dont know how to explain it.

im just a girl who is inlove and all i want to do is be with that person because he alone makes me the happiest person ever.. IVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY BEFORE! and every day it just keeps on getting better and better.....

its nothing personal to anyone!
id just rather be with him...
but that doesnt mean i have forgotten about you or that i wouldnt do anything for u in a heart beat... or that you didnt mean anything to me as a friend.

lifes amazing..
i just wish people knew how amazing it is!

so things between Mike and I have changed 100% in the other direction... it makes me so incredibly happy....

anyways it snowed lastnight and its beautiful.

i never knew that it was possible to hurt this bad
or to cry yourself to sleep everynight,
i never knew that love could make u feel so empty...
like you have nobody..
nobody seems to understand why i do this
but deep down i just pray and want to belive so bad
that he feels the same way..
am i dumb?
or is this just the way love is?